Feeling good

I have this wonderful feeling.. how random and crazy life can be. How you can change your world and how easy it actually is, if you only make the effort. If I knew that before!! Crazy!! I told myself before moving back to Sweden that I could just not go back to live the way I did before. I wanted to continue to live my life like I was travelling. I did not want to lose my curiosity for life and new people!

And if I would have asked myself just a couple of month ago I would never have thought that I would spend this christmas surrounded by italians.. at MY place WITH my family! I LOVE IT!

Or that I would have spend my whole saturday afternoon together with my dearest italian friend at a nice coffe place in Haga. Talking for hours without realizing that the sun is already gone.. long time ago. Life is what you make of it. I just happen to LOVE it and tomorrow will my two beloved norweigen friends come to our place and they are staying for a couple of days. The christmas feeling is finally starting to kick in!!!

Love K xx

GIVE ME STRENGTH

I am learning German right now and tomorrow I have my oral exam. The only thing I am thinking about is where on earth is my motivation? I truly wish it was italian I countined to learn. Se il tedesco fosse bello come l´italiano sarebbe molto più facile da imparare! It would be so much easier. I see myself in Italy in the future, at least with one foot. I do not see myself in Germany (even if you never should say never) but still it is a good language to know, I know that. But it is haaaard where is the inspiration... when my thougths already are somewhere else??? On the beach... having a nice little italian breakfirst, caffè and cornetto.

A year of thoughts

Jag är redo för ett nytt år.. 2011!! Nya energier blandat med passion och inspiration.

De två senaste åren har varit mina två mest fantastiska år. Det var nyårsafton 08/09 som jag bestämde mig för att leva mina drömmar. Och jaaaa det är det enda jag gjort! Det har varit så självförverkligande och så inspirerande att få bryta sig loss från gamla vanor och skapa helt nya med dina spelregler. Att våga ta dem små kliven som leder till stora förändringar. Eller snurra om hela världen och se att himlen är lika blå där med.

Därmed inse att vad som än händer så har du dig själv. I alla lägen.

Två fantastiska år kan inte vara lika härliga utan en enda regndroppe, åska eller blixt. Eller allt på en och samma gång plus ett och annat vulkanutbrott. Nej nej. Det finns stunder av ensamhet och stunder då jag kippat efter luft och inset att ibland är det jag själv som måste ta astmamedicin för att se klarare. Det finns händelser jag inte önskar någon.

Summa summarum.

Vi är alla allt det vi vågar se och ta in.

Våga kasta oss in i situationer vi aldrig trodde existerade och inse att det är ju precis det här livet är. Att andas och skratta precis i den där stunden och nypa sig i armen och inse att damn it jag är jävligt lycklig!! Därefter inse att det är du som styrt dina steg dit, att det är ja precis just DU som vågade lyssna på din inre röst och låta fötterna spatsera framåt.

I slutendan har vi ingen annan att skylla än oss själva. Du bär ansvaret för dina handlingar.

2011 jag önskar; Harmoni, passion, styrka, äventyr, höga höjder, jobb...

... och jag tänker banne mig se till att sitta och sammanfatta 2011 med att jag lyckades uppfylla exakt varje dröm jag hade för det kommande året.

AMEN.

To move the fuck on.

It is too easy to complain about the circumstances..

Instead of realizing that it is actually YOU who are in charge of your one life (or at least should be).

I remember a book I read this summer while I was laying on a beautiful terrace in the middle of the Amafli Coust in Italy. I had to write it down so I could remind myself to always be the creater of my life!

"La vita era diventata il mio libro preferito, il mio film da vedere, la storia piú bella da raccontare. La vita è la droga potente al mondo."

Everything is possible.

Me and my best friend Josy, Sicily 2010... One word; AMAZING!

If you always do what you've always done then you'll always get what you always got

PER IL MONDO POTRESTI ANCHE NON ESSERE NESSUNO MA PRIMA O POI PER QUALCUNO POTRESTI ESSERE IL MONDO.

ECCOMI

This is me. A girl with her heart a little bit everywhere. It is said that your home is where your heart belongs. But what if, your heart belongs to more then one place? I consider my self as a citizen of the world. I will explain it better in another post. I am born in Sweden. But the story does not end there. My mum is from Finland. Therefore, I part of me is finnish. I speak finnish and I have spent every summer in one of the most characteristic finnish landscape.. surrounded by lakes and forest! My dad, on the otherhand, is from Norway. He went to Sweden and fell in love with a beautiful finnish girl... and yes there we go! With my pretty accomplished Scandinavian background I have always longed for something else. The feeling of there has to be something else out there in the world has followed me my whole life and when I finally graduated in the spring 2009 I backed my bags and left for Italy. My stay, that first was supposed to be for two months suddenly, extended to nearly a year. Bella bella Italia.. quanto mi manca!! I will talk more about Italy as it is from the very first moment an huge part of me. Right now, I am back in a snowy Sweden. With a longing for the life out there.. more about that later on!

xx K